i'm drinking coffee and vodka after a sleepless night.
up since 9 PM and it's 1 PM. i'm ODing on vodka and coffee lol. But now I'm trying to sleep. see how well that's working? Talked with Irina from about 7:30 till 10. God. Apparently she's had a black stalker. half-black? doesn't matter I guess. I'm just obscenely in love with this girl. she's worth all the waiting. I don't even feel the need to get laid at this point. remarkable for a boy, no?
Ok I can trick myself as much as I want, Whatever. I suppose I need to get mum a melón and some more lemons. naranjas as well, since i'm always making zumo naranja. fun.
"Suburbia is where the developer bulldozes out the trees, then names the streets after them."
Had a stimulating discussion with mum about Radiohead. Few conversations stand out like this. She's listening to The Eraser. I want her to continue through HTDC and Analyse. Beautiful songs. Amazing. I almost cried to How to disappear. I don't want to disappear. I want to be a whole. I will be. With Irina. I hope. I have to. That's all.
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