we are just a tad desperate for money now. as in, we won't have a place to stay for a month if things don't work out. that is, we need money for an apartment after the 22nd.
we need to get into a better state. mum needs to get her ass out the door and walk more. that way, we can lose weight, stay healthy, and eat less. also the smoking clearly has to stop completely. and drinking. We just have to feel good about what we're doing, saving money, etc...
Cereal in the evening, sleep during the day, another particularly depressing day. I'm going to sleep some more and mum will be awake. Means I'll be up late tonight.
I love Irina.
Listening to Paper Tiger as I dream of lulling myself to sleep. Talked to Steph earlier. Mum is feeling better about the issue of the school. Will feel better once it's over and done with.
I'm also growing to appreciate Death Cab for Cutie. I desperately want to make Irina happy. I keep fucking up. At least that's how I see it.
God I love her.
I should read.
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