1 october 2006

for a day when the shops do open
Garlic-la boqueria
Tofu 2 or 3
Pesto
Lemons/Limes
Mineral Water-supermercat
soap dish
paella
rice milk
tortillas
tomatoes
barra queso
nata

The ability to PWN does not relate exclusively to how the PWNee reacts, just to the ego boost the PWNer subseq. feels.

Ateaseweb for Dummies
Dummies want to fit in too

First step: Realize how much of an idiot you really are. Second step: Bring it down to your level. Third step: Enjoy your playground.
On Ateaseweb, a message board has brought the world together to have coherent conversations on Radiohead. Tall, small, thin, fat, old, young, intelligent, dumb. Imagine, a place for all Radiohead fans alike, to share their days.
Of course, the first 6 only translate to General Chat and the Atease Mugshots thread where we can "know who we're stalking." Intelligence, however, when restricted to posts that exceed a few words and/or a smiley, comes across quite nicely. And when your words don't across because you have a vocabulary impediment and a lack of a grasp on what using your mind is about, forget learning to make your world a little bigger--rather the bully vengeancet in hand foragainst those that make him feel like the mentally incapacitated idiot he is, comes out to play. Let's picture a scenario: The towering intellect and the mindless bully on atease. Another mentality someitmes comes across on Atease when intellects (and, er, lack of intellects) collide. It's an ugly thing when the member who came onto Atease for a good time finds to talk of things that matter finds his one day wrought upon him by a variety of, what are essentially, a bunch of lower intellect bullies and their aliases as they lay insult upon insult despite the pseudo-intellectuals rational statements. There is no higher purpose to the bullies than bringing them down to their level so they can rule the playground in a way they failed to as insecure, haunted weak, dumb children in elementary school, where they felt as misunderstood as anyone else who got into Radiohead. To be perfectly hnest though, Atease has responded perfectly to them. Through their irrationality (on par with any radicalist politician in this era of unreasonability), they actually can get away with stamping on the stating BS while the desperate pleas for rationality and reason here go unheard. We seek solace only to have the same mindless idiots come in from our tortured pasts, fighting their for their egos, which are like a supermassive black hole, sucking everythhing in and only being lit enough for a small moment (maybe even a brain cell sparking), making their sad lives feel for a moment on par with the sad intellectual lives they've squandered. And instead of a formidable front that Atease can protect those that stand for them, they look on, scared. Really, Atease, you should be so proud of yourself. We really have come so far. I just pray to my non-existent god all the good ateasers are driven out and this becomes as insular as RHMB. Oh and "TL;DR" just shows how my point is exceptionally valid here. How disappointing.

I saw through them, I saw through their lies, and I put them in their place for it. Sounds mildly hysterical, but I finally feel of some worth.
My point has not come across completely. and there are those that will be blind to everything but they are at fault.
I know there's something up in some place, but I can't be sure. I haven't talked to Irina since yesterday (troubling...). Or Ira. Wtvr.
And I feel as if I should be doing some creative writing, instead of worrying.
I don't want to be jealous anymore. The nagging thought begs at me, but if she does, whos's she hurting? I could be doing the same thing if I wanted.
Though I want to be with her.
Fuck my emo hysterics. :sad: