30 september 2006

I'm going to write my story.

So I wrote. Didn't like the development of this dystopia thing, so I got onto some memories of the tour and what is resolved to be how Radiohead brought love to two fans. Irina and me, obviously. Donno if I should do it autobiographical or not. Eh, we'll see. So much magic this tour.
I'm in love. Doh.
At least the internet isn't dead anymore. But mom is making up for lost time as one'd expect. It's 15 minutes to 9 in Irina's part of the world so there's still time. To analyse...
And Thom Yorke is in love.
Wtf? Haha! Yeh, he's said they're all love songs. And skip divided about sex. And slick black oil.
Do I even want to include mutants in my story? There's more magic in this world than any other. Keep it real, methinks.
I love her.
And I do feel vaguely connected. So I don't think that it isn't possible. Fun.
If she's not on MSN, I want to actually call her. No doubt she'd be my first out of country call in like ever, so it's got to be special. Fuck I love her.
I hope I didn't disappoint her lately. Sad. She's so amazing. Yay.
I love her. I love the fact that there is so much love now. Love, love, love, it's just everywhere. Radiohead and Thom Yorke brough us love. Wow.
Yeah I'm pathetic. But she loves me for it.

Goddammit she's not online. :cry: ugh. I'm so pathetic. Eh. And needy apparently. I miss her. What if she has a boyfriend? What if she's having sex? What if I upset her? I love her. Shit. This always happens.

Learning a second language is like entering the world as a baby. Putting names to images, grasping alien concepts, learning the proper social ettiquette of a culture, all are the sort of things that we must grasp again, as we did when we were young. How exactly are we to ask for things when pointing (and crying, god forbid) fail us? In very much the same way as we did as youngsters, we have to learn how to say what we need and like (and this time around, they're like to be even less patient than our parents). So what do we do? It would be a hard and laborious process to try to learn on our own and we need someone to guide us as they did when we first learned our own language. Part of it is the want or need to learn. We also need to have the ability to learn, to open ourselves to a new way of thinking. Finally we need the proper surroundings.

Call her Ira for fucks sake.

Everyone understands images.